~its me again~

HI!!!readers!!!!if your there!!!nevermind....as you all know i forgot my password and my username to my last two blog...........yes I'm forgetful....haha....thats me^^!!!!.....what to say....*thinking what to say*....yea well I'll be writhing in alot...for starters i would talk about....getting a new handphone....and every time i ask my parents...they'll be like "you already have a handphone"."whats wrong with your handphone","we don't want to spend that much money" and on on on it goes....so we end up fighting...and door slamming....but sometimes if feel guilty...i don't know why but i do...i really wit i didn't have this guilt feeling....argh screw it....why do i care....^^....as you know i like to use lots of dotes like this:..........,haha^^...and life cant get any worse.....T_T....i am trying to think that life's great and stuff like that....and its not that easy...and this year i got addict to scaring my hand and the pain feels better then the pain of having a bad life......i hope next year i don't get a nerves break down or a panic attack....i heard one of the symptoms for panic acttacks is shortness of breath...i have been having that off and on three times (O.o) and my mother took me to the doctors....apprently nothings wrong with me BUT i have scoliosis(life cant get any worse)....i have to go back to see another doctor....so thats it for now...so i'll keep my blog updated this time(I Hope) cya ya!...